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I'm bored. Mel is slowly convincing me to become a teacher without really saying anything. I woke up this morning 30 mins before I normally do and just thought. At first, I was just thinking about my recently ended dream about my date with Miley Cyrus at a Bennigan's(which is sadly closing down, goodbye monte cristo!!)-like establishment. Anyways, we were chattin it up when a red haired man with a mullet and an Indian accent came over and harrassed us. I was so mad! Let Miley and I have our chicken strips in peace! FYI, i don't like miley cyrus at all...i think demi is better. also, i stopped using the shift key cuz i'm tired. anyways, after that, i started thinking about how bored i was. right now, i'm working at a doctor's office doing office work. it's really repetitive but it pays the bills. i'm also currently seeking employment in the science field, but that is getting me nowhere, especially since i'll die before i leave austin. and honestly, could i see myself doing that for the rest of my life? i need immediate goals, or i'll become another automaton of the system. then i started thinking about Camp CommUNITY and all the people who touched my life. doing that made me feel good. it made life worthwhile. unfortunately, i realized that an actual teaching position would have me interacting with all students, not just the leaders that i spent time with at camp. would i be strong enough to not shake the shit out of some mouthy high schooler? i dunno. but i do know that it's an immediate goal!! and the benefits are good...and it'll only take a week of class and 60 hours of observation to get certified...interesting.

sorry to kara for being a FLOGGER. i just really like video games!!